Wrote a something thingy m’bob. First time in ages. Enjoy.
This is a simple enquiry
A little test that transcends love
That questions the limit of commitment
Simple yes or no
You’ll have lots of time to think it through
Intimidating the consequences
Flirting with an answer
I won’t get on one knee but instead
Stare with passionate rage and ask
“would you help me kill someone?”
It’s not about your dimples
Or how you know the right spots
When it comes to ruffling my hair
It’s about an overwhelming desire
To end someone’s life
So we can continue ours together.
I don’t know what I’m looking for
But I’ve seen pictures in my dreams
A black and white Polaroid image
Of us In the back of a police van
We see in the distant a crowd
Vomiting over the body
We just threw from a skyscraper
The stench of sick mixing with twisting bones
Of legs, arms and a shattered spine.
We can practice at home
Just when we get back from work
Smashing melons with mallets
Carving our initials into leather
Your eyes dilating with every punch to a pigs corpse
Hanging from our bathroom ceiling
We’ll eat it later for tea
You want to make it as tender as our love
You say as you order a katana off the internet.
When we do this deed we’ll rip out
Our victims heart and carry it
Through a poppy field
Skipping a laughing as the heart
Sits still beating in our hands
I’m looking for a lover who’ll say yes
Offer solutions on burning finger prints
And a good forest, who owns a strong shovel.
Now to draw up a draft of names of victims
To our brutal love.
But when you’re an unpopular kid at school you get left with a very particular view of humanity. Jaundiced, you might say.
HQ, 2011. Oil and collage on canvas
Charles Whitman, 2012. Oil and collage on canvas
Frances Ha (2012) by Noah Baumbach.
Gonng go marry Greta Gerwig now. cya.
Tiny Dinosaur wanted to help out with awareness so he made a tiny presentation.
Suggestions for improvements are very welcome, he has never made a presentation about asexuality before and he wants to make sure he gets it right.